9:25am 

Ashlee, our love was magnificent. It was beyond I ever imagine. I loved you. I loved life - because of you. I found a reason to live. You were my everything. You are my everything. I miss you so much. I miss the way you talked to me like I was yours, like we we’re together. Like we were gonna be forever and nothing was ever gonna come inbetween us. Our last kiss. Our last kiss built my hope up so high I could say that I felt like I was on top of the world again. It was one of them kisses that older couples do before they go to work. The one that’s like “i love you. but im going to work. and i can’t wait until i see you again later.” It was a sweet little kiss. I never knew it was going to be our last. I regret going home on that train, I regret not leaving thefirst time you said “I think we’re better off friends.” You fooled me when you said, you didn’t want it to be true. You fooled me good. I thought you we’re holding on. Little did I know you’ve already moved on. I put so much faith in your words. You let me down. You said it was forever. You said you’d never let go. You said we weren’t better off friends. YOU SAID you loved me. You said we were on a break. You said we were gonna be okay. You said I was your everything. :’(